i know you don't love me.
i hear it in your words.
i think maybe i can see,
you think i’m absurd.

its like all i ever do.
what i put up with
and what i pulled through.
you make it seem like its a myth.

but i know its all the truth.

can you see i’m dying here?
i know my mind isn’t clear.

can you hear my screaming heart?
i feel like were drifting apart.

i just want to go back
before this all began.
i screwed up like none other,
just one mistake after another.

i felt my body sink lower.

i felt my heart beat slower.

my mind died. and i started to cry.

these tears fell down my face.
i cut so deep, only for the last time.
but i had wounds that wouldn’t surface.
i had committed my last crime.

i was over when i began.
you don’t know how it feels to be less than.

i feel myself dying.
i am inside out.
somebody please, pull me away.
away from all this doubt.

but i think you love me
i hear it in your words.
i think maybe you can't see,
i know i’m absurd.

you're what i was,
what i want to put up with.
you loved just because.
i know this is no myth.

i tried to be so tough.
but you pulled my heart through.
i guess you knew me good enough.
because i didn’t even tell you.

my friend forever.
no mater what.
i know nobody is better.
i am no longer shut.

you heard my heart when nobody could.
in the end i always knew you would.

i thought i was over when i began.
but i guess you know

how it feels to be less than.